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uncurtained) wrote2019-10-04 08:24 am
uncurtained) wrote2019-10-04 08:24 am
pc catchall for junpei (crashout)
IM PUTTING THE TIMON GIF IN HERE LATER YOU CANT BEAT ME
pc catchall for junpei (
[She laughs, though it's more surprised than amused in any way.]
Why would that make me feel better?
Why would that make me feel better?
Yeah? What was your favorite when you did have to?
[She's curious.]
[She's curious.]
He's smart, he's kind... He always does his best, even though things here are hurting him a lot, too. And - he's funny, too. Just - everything, I guess?
Oh... Was it one of the DVDs Zero sent to us during the week?
[She nods, though. Time to head that way!]
[She nods, though. Time to head that way!]
[She nods.]
I guess I didn't realize... just how similar it was. I mean - they even had roles with the same names. But it kind of makes you wonder where those roles came from, right...?
I guess I didn't realize... just how similar it was. I mean - they even had roles with the same names. But it kind of makes you wonder where those roles came from, right...?
...the one that stuck with me the most was probably This Side of Paradise. [He was, in fact, looking at Fitzgerald for a reason when they were in the library.] When I first read it I thought it was kind of depressing, but looking at it now I sort of get it a lot better.
[...but he shrugs.] I think the last book I read for myself without prompting was The Hobbit and that was definitely around high school.
[...but he shrugs.] I think the last book I read for myself without prompting was The Hobbit and that was definitely around high school.
You're a cynical idealist, huh?
[It makes sense, though, and she gives a nod.]
That one is pretty good. I haven't read any fantasy in ages...
[It makes sense, though, and she gives a nod.]
That one is pretty good. I haven't read any fantasy in ages...
The name "Cockblocker" wasn't used but I inferred enough from listening to the recording. I think it's a little weird that they had the same names, too.
There's a lot of questions I have that people have been bringing up. I'm still standing by the idea that we're supposed to recreate some sort of situation. But I haven't figured out what yet.
There's a lot of questions I have that people have been bringing up. I'm still standing by the idea that we're supposed to recreate some sort of situation. But I haven't figured out what yet.
I don't know.
[She pauses, though.]
You sure there wasn't another reason you brought that up?
[She pauses, though.]
You sure there wasn't another reason you brought that up?
[There's a low laugh.] I don't really know what I am anymore, but that probably sounds right. I...spent a long time not really seeing what humanity was like. Now that I have, I can't really go back to being overly optimistic. Maybe that's why I'm still okay with fantasy sometimes.
[She shrugs.]
I never know what it is I'm sending, exactly.
I never know what it is I'm sending, exactly.
You aren't.
[But, all the same:]
Why would you think that?
[But, all the same:]
Why would you think that?
[It isn't what she was expecting, and she pauses, before:]
I think it matters more what you do with those feelings. [...] Who?
I think it matters more what you do with those feelings. [...] Who?
Let's keep working with a no-names policy. Anyway I don't...know. It's not like I'm not hooking up with a bunch of people here which doesn't help, but...I don't know. I still love Akane and I always will in spite of everything, but with all of the different versions of myself that I remember and the fact that she's not here I'm starting to wonder if it's this place or if it was inevitable.
[He looks at the ceiling again.] I also think Akane would get it which is maybe the stupidest part.
[He looks at the ceiling again.] I also think Akane would get it which is maybe the stupidest part.
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