I don't, um... [ he laughs a little, though there's no joy in it ] Sorry. It's... not that I don't want to talk to you about it. It's-- I don't want to talk to anyone.
It's not-- like I said, it's not... [ he shrugs a little ] Raised in secrets. I can tell you right now I didn't learn how to deal with emotions from my mentor.
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... It's not, but... thanks.
[ he shouldn't be snapping at?? people?? he likes?? again??? hahaha ]
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Can you please tell me how you're really feeling?
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...I...
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[ maybe he's brucing it up a little. ]
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Right. Sorry, I didn't mean to overstep or start a big thing.
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[ it's a joke ]
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[She hesitates, then shakes her head.]
Now's probably not a great time.
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You just?
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[She pauses.]
Don't be.
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[ it's said with a lot of confidence for a dumb bitch on a friday ]
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[She seems a little less sure, but.]
Sorry, I... should go. I'll talk to you later, okay?
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I-- yeah. Yeah, alright. Take care of yourself, Beck.