Well, there was the time one of my friends walked in on him getting a blowjob from another girl at a party, and his excuse was that she said she had good coke and he was stressed. That's probably a good place to start.
[She hesitates for another moment, knowing how this is going to sound, too, but:]
It can be hard to think that anybody better will come along, I guess. I haven’t... had the best track record at keeping anything that really made me happy in my life. And he kept promising that he was going to change.
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[But also, yikes.]
No, you don't have to go, really. It's just... I don't think I can tell you about the other stuff. I know how that sounds, sorry.
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Yeah. Sounds like I'm talking to myself. [ self-dig! anyway; ] It's fine. You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to.
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[There’s a long moment of pause as she decides the best way to phrase this.]
I want to, I just can’t. You know...?
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Is... it a role thing?
[ :? ]
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Yes. [...] I really think that might be the limit of what I can say here, though. Carlos warned me.
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The other day?
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A few weeks back? With you, Kagachi and... Escha?
[ the Original incident ]
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[...]
What do you think you’ll do after this?
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Not sure. I... don't know that I can keep the hero thing, after.
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[ if you ever think he's over that, spoilers, he's not, ]
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That doesn't mean you can't do good things for other people.
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Yeah, maybe. [ he obviously doesn't want to linger on that discussion, so: ] What are you gonna do?
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Break up with my boyfriend and go back to school, I guess.
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I didn't know you had a boyfriend.
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[hm]
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[ why does he immediately go #concerned ]
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Well, there was the time one of my friends walked in on him getting a blowjob from another girl at a party, and his excuse was that she said she had good coke and he was stressed. That's probably a good place to start.
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It can be hard to think that anybody better will come along, I guess. I haven’t... had the best track record at keeping anything that really made me happy in my life. And he kept promising that he was going to change.
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