[ it's sometime in the afternoon by the time dick thinks to go see beck again-- he'd dealt with everyone's injuries and updating junpei before passing the fuck out for a few hours once the adrenaline wore off, and he'd probably still look tired if he didn't have convenient sunglasses to wear.
still, wherever she is, dick finds her. ha ha, phrasing. ]
[She's still in her room, so he'll need to knock. Provided he does, though, she'll come to the door. By now, thankfully, she's had time to wash the goo and blood away. Her shirt is too torn and bloodied to be worn any longer, so she's wearing her secondary outfit, a simple black dress with a bird print on it.
There's a little bit of guilt in her expression as she sees him, but she opens the door and steps back slowly to let him in all the same, wincing.]
...Sorry again. I was just tired.
[There's something a little bit muted about her voice and expression.]
...I guess so. I mean - it's not really me that I'm worried about right now, you know?
[That's not entirely true; she's worried about pretty much everything here, but it's honest enough that Higekiri rises above the vast majority of things she's worried about right now.]
[That's definitely a good thing, but. Please excuse her while she remembers how they just unnecessarily popped open a few zombie corpses for no reason and stares into the void.]
—Oh my god. Is she okay? I mean - as okay as she can be.
[She nods, giving him a small smile.]
Yeah, I know. I just... There's a lot that happened, and there's been some other stuff this week. [...] I think I just need a second to sort it out for myself. But, you know I appreciate it, like always.
week 5, wednesday
still, wherever she is, dick finds her. ha ha, phrasing. ]
You ran off quick, earlier.
[ is she ok. what is the emotional damage, ]
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There's a little bit of guilt in her expression as she sees him, but she opens the door and steps back slowly to let him in all the same, wincing.]
...Sorry again. I was just tired.
[There's something a little bit muted about her voice and expression.]
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You and me both. [ it's wry, clearly joking, and he shoves his hands in his pockets ] But you're okay? You know, besides the-- pain.
[ she is getting more hurt every week and he. doesn't care for it, at all. ]
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[That's not entirely true; she's worried about pretty much everything here, but it's honest enough that Higekiri rises above the vast majority of things she's worried about right now.]
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I looked over Higekiri. He's... stable. [ like. physically. ] And he seems to have calmed down, at least.
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[Which she's very worried about, but - she's sure Dick is, too. She doesn't want to make it worse for him, either.]
So... It sounded like you had a long night, too.
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Not nearly as long as you guys, but yeah. Kagachi, Tamamo and I got the heart without any major incident or permanent injury.
[ somehow? ]
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[That's definitely a good thing, but. Please excuse her while she remembers how they just unnecessarily popped open a few zombie corpses for no reason and stares into the void.]
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[ is dick judging a little because he saw those zombie corpse hearts. Yes. ]
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[She looks appropriately embarrassed, though.]
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[...]
I'm glad you're okay.
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[ jokes aside... ]
I'm glad you're fine too. Well. Not completely, but-- you get what I mean.
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[She nods.]
It could have been worse, compared with the other people who were there. It doesn't feel awesome, but...
[She didn't walk out with an arm hanging out of her stomach, at least.]
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[ that arm ... dick sighs ]
Yeah. And-- not too overwhelmed by anything that happened in there?
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[She saw Kagachi, so she knows he at least didn't have any visible injuries, but.]
I mean... [She gives a little sigh.] Yeah, but what's new here?
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[ dick was. not around when she made that choice so he's belatedly unsure how to feel about it ]
... Good point. Still-- you know you can talk about it.
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[She nods, giving him a small smile.]
Yeah, I know. I just... There's a lot that happened, and there's been some other stuff this week. [...] I think I just need a second to sort it out for myself. But, you know I appreciate it, like always.
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[ and as mvp of their quest she got it :T ]
Other stuff? [ hm ] You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. I can go if you need the time to think.
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[But also, yikes.]
No, you don't have to go, really. It's just... I don't think I can tell you about the other stuff. I know how that sounds, sorry.
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Yeah. Sounds like I'm talking to myself. [ self-dig! anyway; ] It's fine. You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to.
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[There’s a long moment of pause as she decides the best way to phrase this.]
I want to, I just can’t. You know...?
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Is... it a role thing?
[ :? ]
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Yes. [...] I really think that might be the limit of what I can say here, though. Carlos warned me.
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